Well this week I realized that, though this may sound dumb, all i really want in my life is love. I long for it everyday. I haven't had an actual boyfriend in over 2 years. Sure Ive had guys that have been "more than friends" but thats not enough. I just don't want the physical part of the relationship, I need more than that. I have never actually been in love. And I don't understand how I can want something so much that I have never even experienced in my own life.
